Saturday, January 2, 2016

Strange Mood, I love him and he knows

Sometimes you wake up in such a mood, when you feel like nothing can go wrong. Those are the days that you must take advantage of and become productive. People like me, or the people reading my blog don't have have those days often.  I woke up in such a great mood,  with no medication this morning. I intend to make this feeling last, for as long as I can. (of course I still took my meds) let's not get crazy.
Today I feel like there is joy in my heart. It is the second day of the year and I hope I have many days like these. I'm in love with a beautiful guy, that I tell "I love you" everyday, as he responds "I know".

Any fan of Star Wars knows this line, and I have taken it as it came. One day he will he will say, "I love you too", But until that day, I am enjoying that chemistry we have. We can share so much with each other, it is an amazing feeling. When I am feeling down he lifts me up, I can just look at his eyes, and everything feels right. The way he holds me, I feel the love, just  because he can't say it back yet; it doesn't mean he doesn't love me in his own way. 

In the mood discussion, if you can get something done today, that you have been meaning to do for a long time... DO IT! Use the energy you got, this message goes especially to my fellas with #Lupus. We don't get much days like these. So let's this productivity party started. Whether is to wash that pile of clothes or actually start that painting you have been planning for 5 years. 

God Bless you and have a great year! 

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