The misery days...

Sometimes, I feel like this sudden urge of just go on a deep sleep and just continue sleeping for a long time. Everything hurts, everything feels dull and painful. Do not want to move, don't want to do anything. Its a feel of darkness, and fear. I don't want to leave my comfort zone, i just want to be left alone.  All the aches and pains seem to consume my body and mind. My eyes get blurry and I cannot see. My abdomen feels empty, and a feel like there is a black hole in my heart. I feel like I want attention but, i don't want to be overwhelm. These are my misery days. I call in from work, and feel like i want to fix my home, but there is no energy. Is this clinical insanity? Is this just me... Is there anyone who feels like this? I don't want to do anything....

The resilient Rose!

So, it's almost winter, and this Lil rose keeps on blooming. It's like a miracle .i call it my lucky rose, because no matter how bad the weather its, she keeps on. We had frost, and some snow. And she still standing. Weird.