The misery days...

Sometimes, I feel like this sudden urge of just go on a deep sleep and just continue sleeping for a long time. Everything hurts, everything feels dull and painful. Do not want to move, don't want to do anything. Its a feel of darkness, and fear. I don't want to leave my comfort zone, i just want to be left alone.  All the aches and pains seem to consume my body and mind. My eyes get blurry and I cannot see. My abdomen feels empty, and a feel like there is a black hole in my heart. I feel like I want attention but, i don't want to be overwhelm. These are my misery days. I call in from work, and feel like i want to fix my home, but there is no energy. Is this clinical insanity? Is this just me... Is there anyone who feels like this? I don't want to do anything....

The resilient Rose!

So, it's almost winter, and this Lil rose keeps on blooming. It's like a miracle .i call it my lucky rose, because no matter how bad the weather its, she keeps on. We had frost, and some snow. And she still standing. Weird.

Pennsic 40

It poured, it rained and it storm. Ah until we got rid of Glob. I had a blast, until the last day when I got sick. =( . I also got my first pair of leather moccasins. I got addicted to Pennsic Potatoes too. I discovered one more artistic hobbies.... crochet...

Less than 6 days until Pennsic

Right now, I am a mess, My house looks like a cave, I have som much stuff EVERY where. I still got to find things from the attic, but I also have to wait for shipements, i have to work, Some of my projects are STILL not done, OMG.... im cutting it very close. BUT it will be ALL worth it once i get there. Ah, I love the cannon smoke smell, the fresh dew in my tent, and all the people together as if they knew eachother for years. Its trully an amazing experience. I love to sit down unde a tree and just people wacth. All the elabrorat garb that so many people spent time on, they are ALL so beutiful. This will be my second year going, but it feels like I have always belong there. I just feels RIGHT.

Onward to Pennsic 40: 8 days left.

We been staging the things we taking to pennsic,  but the packing will probably last until the morning we leave.  Is getting hectic,  as we get all the final items.  We still need a few things and we also have a couple of projects still hanging.  Will we get everything done on time?  We'll see...

PREPARING FOR PENNSIC 40

This year we are trying Coleman Weather Master in hopes is not too hot or wet.

My Latest painting

Amateur, I know but I enjoy what I do. It does indeed relieves stress! This one is edited from an application on my iPhone 
Basically I am the dolphin and my boyfriend Quintin is the dragon. We live in harmony with each other!